Saturday, May 14, 2011

No One's Priority

Who is at the top of your priority list?  Your loved one?  Your children?  Yourself?  Your career?

Who in your life has YOU as one of their top priorities?  Again, a loved one, your children, or yourself?   Everyone needs to feel like they matter once in awhile.  Everyone deserves to have some attention and everyone deserves to be someone's priority.

So I'm sitting here, once again, having received notice that someone in my very close sphere of influence, someone I consider to be family, was taken ill and to emergency this morning.  And here I sit - still not knowing a damn thing.  It's happened before.  That time the emergency only lasted a few hours, everyone went home and went about their daily tasks and no one notified me.  Then, like today, I refrain from sending text messages or calling because I'm sure they have their hands full with his emergency.  Still I can't help but to feel that I am on no one's priority list.

Yeah - maybe I'm having a pity party - again.  No.  that's not it.  it's probably karma coming back to bite me in the ass.  I deserve it, karma, so gnaw away.

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